Accepting the end of love
Graphically I recalled the moment my ex-wife ended our marriage, permanently changing the order of my life. I was persistent in not letting go of the love and persuaded myself to continue this unshakeable affection I had for her. I always longed for her presence, life without her leaving me in a state of misery and suffering. We tried on many occasions to reconcile, and it became clear that our connection was on the verge of moribund. The day finally presented itself like shockwaves through my heart! My love for my wife had ended! I was extremely upset, my love for the one I had intended to be with for the rest of my life had vanished. What other word can I use? Tears flooded my eyes, pain entered my heart …I made a commitment that I couldn't withhold. The integrity of my commitment to be with this woman through thick and thin were now just words drying up like water in the scorching sun.
Relationship endings have a disturbing effect on our emotions. In my article, I seek to discover and reflect on my past marriage and the turbulence of emotions that supported the outcome. My experience coming to terms with the unexpected.
The realization of my wife breaking up with me was never one I could comprehend my love for her never wavered. Even though our breakup was inevitable I could never let go of the unwavering love I had for her. I felt I owed it to her, however, due to the complexity of our own minds we both ultimately yearned for something unattainable.
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